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1 part of my body that i appreciate most is my pair of hands.

With my hands….

i can wipe away tears of broken heart person.

i can shake warmly of a friend whom i just get to know.

i can hug someone that needs a big hug!

i can clean my patients who is dirty and make them feel comfortable.

i can do a procedure that improves a persons health.

i can give an applause,thumbs up and a pat on their back for doing well.

i can stretch my hand to help my friend who falls.

i can hold my friend’s hand to make him happy.

i can lift up my hands and worship my King.

i can write my thoughts in my journal,study hard.

i can feed my patient who is hungry.

i can do endless things in my life time.

As often i wash my hands,thousands of my skin cells dies.my hands get rougher,looses it’s baby soft like before.if i don’t take care of my hands,it will look old and have lots of wrinkles. but i don’t mind washing my hands a thousand times.

Cause..

it was Jesus hands that kept Him nail to the cross.

He died for our sins so that we may find eternal joy in Him.

without Him in my life, i would still be lost. forever finding life.

Christ had paid it all for me. My hands are just serving Him. therefore, no complaints! =)

I would like to dedicate this beautiful song to a friend of mine whom i treasure a lot. and to you too. Remember in any situations, you are not alone. Have faith,God always wants the best for us.

You will never walk alone.

Along life’s road
There will be sunshine and rain
Roses and thorns, laughter and pain
And ‘cross the miles
You will face mountains so steep
Deserts so long and valleys so deep
Sometimes the Journey’s gentle
Sometimes the cold winds blow
But I want you to remember
I want you to know

Jesus knows your joy, Jesus knows your need
He will go the distance with you faithfully

I’ve just got one thing to say is ‘yahoo!’ exams are over! ah.. what a relief..I’m glad that i did well although i don’t know how the result will be.But i did my best!…what can i say..if you don’t study hard, you won’t get good results. i had my exam fever too. on the second day i had pain at my tonsil and high fever. was burning hot and in pain.. my friends took care of me and gradually got better. it was indeed a crazy week. exams, 101 subjects to study, my hormones got unbalanced..turned up side down. phew! glad it’s over fun now. just wanna cool off and have fun! watch movie, hang out, shopping, etc. you name it.. till end. ‘yahoo!’

Yet another day is coming to an end. The sun is setting and night falls. And what do i do at night? Nothing but mainly study!!! task… what else is there for me? no entertainment…. unfortunately i had to keep my laptop at home so that i will not be distracted by watching movies. but no music?! I’m dying! I’m bored! haiz..

i want to thank God that i passed my practical exam today. after all those sleepless nights, hard work and practice; It’s definitely worth scoring 74.7%. But i still do have my theory exams next week. sob…then I’ll start working in the hospital till my next semester. hm… i do look forward in getting my green band.

Nothing in life is easy. Waiting in the quarantine room with my friends for our turn to enter the exam hall was like waiting all day long! half an hour seems like a whole morning… so what we did is after getting bored in revising our studies ( which i find that with our anxious heart it wasn’t much usefull), we amused ourself by doing some stupid stuff like singing and making fun on certain stuff…. i prayed. Sang songs to ease my self and prasing God for who He is. Looking at the past, God had pull me through my SPM and driving test. by His grace once again i passed in this exam. Thinking of the good things He has done, i have to always put my faith and trust in HIm.So that when i have the peace and confidence, i may be an encourager to my friends! Before entering the hall, i said come Jesus, lets do this together! and He was there with me….glory to Him!

As we delight in whatever we do and giving thanks unto Him, God will make our path straight. I have no doubt that there will be more trails to come; and i have no doubt that God will be my source of strength. The more trails i face, the more i learn to grow in Him. For He has brought me into this nursing life, i believe that we wil be with me in this 3 yrs. To have a nurses heart, it has to earned, to be pure and sincere. so that in all that we do, others can see. our attitude speaks it all.

dear students, as we go through our anxious times of facing exams, let it not pull you down. Look unto our creator who created you and me. His word of life is always there for us. as long you are determined and wiling to achieve you goals, then it shall come to pass. this verse encouraged me to have hope in God. i pray that you may be encouraged and have plentiful testimonies to testify so that we may give glory to God!

Proverbs 3:

³ Let love and faithfulness never leave you;
       bind them around your neck,
       write them on the tablet of your heart.

    ⁴ Then you will win favor and a good name
       in the sight of God and man.

    ⁵ Trust in the LORD with all your heart
       and lean not on your own understanding;

    ⁶ in all your ways acknowledge him,
       and he will make your paths straight.

For the past weeks I’ve been in valleys. I find it hard to climb up again, but i need to. Why? What happened? It is because of my own foolishness. Often in my own human nature I rely on my own strength. I thought that I could be strong and grow without God. But I was so wrong. Resulting myself to feel tired. I felt like I am being tossed by the waves left and right, up and down. My emotions are unstable. One day i feel happy, moments later I’ll go grumpy. Thinking what’s wrong with me while the fact there’s noting wrong at all. So since I’m in this situation, what can I do? There’s no way of turning back. All I can do is to move on positively. I thank God for His word that often life unto me. Help me to rekindle the fire of love towards my creator, my Father. Thinking of the good things He has done, I’ll wait patiently to hear His voice again. Praise Him for who He is. My Father disciplines me when I’ve done wrong. Knowing I need to grow in Christ, God place my in this situation.
This is a song that speaks of what I am going through. It reminds me to thank God in every circumstance that I am going through.

Thank you Lord
For the trails that come my way
In that way I can grow each day
As I let You lead
And thank you Lord
For the patience those trails bring
In that process of growing
I can learn to care

Chorus:
But it goes against the way I am
To put my human nature down
And let the Spirit take control of all I do
‘Cause when those trials come
My human nature shouts the thing I do
And God’s soft prompting can be easily ignored

Yes I thank You Lord
In the tempting I meet each day
You are there to provide a way
Of escape for me
And I thank you Lord
Through the trials that I must face
It’s sufficient to know Your grace
And the weak made strong

Yes i thank you Lord
For the victory that growing brings
In surrender of everything
Life is so worthwhile
And I thank you Lord
That when everything’s put in place
Out in front I can see Your face
And it’s there You belong!

A students prayer

Lord, grant me a quiet heart,
before exams start.
Lead me to use my leisure hours,
to invigorate my powers.
My mind from daydreams liberate,
give me the will to concentrate.
From all distractions set me free;
that in my studies I may be
A student with a sole fulfillment,
to make my work a sacrament.

From my faint heart in love expel,
all failures fears that therein dwell.
And from my pillow drive away,
all dark foreboding of the day.
Help me in faith to rest so deep,
that I may have untroubled sleep.
While notes and lectures I prepare,
may I not lost zeal for prayer.

And may I not forget to look,
for guidance in Thy Book.
And may I ever grateful be,
to all who daily pray for me.
While for myself I intercede,
for other students too I plead;
So may exams find
each one alert in heart and mind.

Thus inward joy and peace possessing,
May exams prove a source of blessing.

Amen.

Give me strength and wisdom,
When others need my touch,
A soothing word to speak to them,
Their heart yearn for so much,
Give my joy and laughter,
To lift a waery soul,
Pour me in compassion,
To make the broken wole,
Give me gentle, healing words,
For those left in my care,
A blesing to those wo need me,
This is a nurses prayer.

by Allison Chambers Coxsey.

A Nurses Prayer.

Dear Lord….

Give to my eyes
Light to see those in need
Give to my heart
Compassion and understanding
Give to my mind
Knowledge and wisdom
Give to my hands
Skill and tenderness
Give to my ears
The ability to listen
Give to my lips
Words of comfort
Give to my spirit
The desire to share
Give to my Lord
Strength for this selfless service and enable me to bring joy to lives of those i love.

Amen.